Post by tani on Oct 9, 2011 8:10:08 GMT -6
BOWIE AXL JAMES
BASICS
FULLNAME:
bowie axl james.
AGE:
twenty three.
GENDER:
male.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION:
bicurious.
HOMETOWN & COUNTRY:
local.
MEMBER GROUP:
band member.
BAND & POSITION (IF APPLICABLE):
goshdarn - lead vocals.
bowie axl james.
AGE:
twenty three.
GENDER:
male.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION:
bicurious.
HOMETOWN & COUNTRY:
local.
MEMBER GROUP:
band member.
BAND & POSITION (IF APPLICABLE):
goshdarn - lead vocals.
HISTORY
DESCRIBE YOUR CHILDHOOD oh fuck, uhh.. okay, so my mom was a hardcore drug addict, she was.. she was fucking clueless. i probably would have been better off raised by a fucking.. i would have been better off raising myself. my mom would always invite her druggie friends over for parties every day, and they'd last all, all night. i'd lie in bed listening to people throwing up and shouting, having sex in the room next door, fighting.. this lasted until i was eight, then my dad took me off of her. if you want to know the definition of hell in a person, it's my father. a cold blooded bastard, he loved nothing but money and being right, probably the only reason he took me off mom. me and him.. we didn't get on.. at all, i don't want to go into detail, he was an asshole. i moved back in with my mom at the age of ten, my sister died in a car accident with one of my mom's friends, and the grief got me into drugs at the age of thirteen and at sixteen i moved in with the girl i was fucking at the time, living off of drugs and alcohol. life sucked for a while, but it's getting better. i went in and out of rehab at eighteen to twenty, and i still take regular visits when i'm not touring. i still drink, that's not as much as an issue, though. i'm quitting one at a time. i don't think there'll be a day that goes past that i won't miss and think about my sister, though.."
OTHER STUFF
give a brief description of who you are. uhh, i'm wes, i'm twenty three and.. i don't really know how to explain who i am.. uhm, i'm in a band, i mean.. we're pretty big, but it's not that exciting. alright, it is pretty exciting. uhm, i like women and parties, i'm a dog person. i swear a lot, people have told me that.. i really wish i could break a world record, that would be awesome man.. i would try something, i should shouldn't i? i can't really do anything, maybe apart from eat a lot or just have a load of sex but that's not the kinda of ground breaking achievement they're looking for. maybe i could do nothing but say fuck for the longest period of time? i think i've been doing that for the last twenty odd years, i didn't really talk until i was four though, i was a really shy kid. my mom always said i just made noises and i used to hit things, but i doubt she remembers. i doubt she really cared, she doesn't care now. maybe i could win a world record for fucking up, i seem to be good at that. i think i'm my own person, i doubt i am. i bet there are others like me, millions. i have issues with authority, if you act like you're higher than me then i will not like you, i'll hate you. don't tell me what to do. ever, i'll snap, it isn't pretty. i'm not a pretty person. i do things for me, my outcome. it's like i have two heads - while i try and supply for others, it usually goes ass up. my pleasure zone is more important than you, i do anything to feel happy. if it feels good i'm gonna do it. don't try and stop me. you can't stop me. i'm not a nice person to know but i'm addictive, addicted. people don't like me, they push me away. i'm not independent and i'm like a wide eyed kid in the middle of a busy road. dead meat, i cling to people. i need people, i need attention. i need someone to hear me and hear my voice and wants, to act on it, listen, evaluate. yep.
your top ten favourite songs
dumpweed - blink-182
monkey wrench - foo fighters.
about falling - say anything.
aeroplane - red hot chili peppers.
buddy holly - weezer.
polly - nirvana.
suicide blonde - jack's mannequin.
nancy boy - placebo.
life after lisa - bowling for soup.
rape me - nirvana.
what's the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to you? um.. oh! once i had like, the world's biggest crush on this girl.. she was gorgeous - blue eyes, long blonde hair, champion grin, long long eyelashes.. beautiful, anyway, it took me ages and ages and ages to gather the balls to ask her out on a date, i didn't really know her that well at all.. but she said yes anyway! i took her out for a meal and it was fucking awesome, she wasn't just gorgeous - she was brainy, cute, we had a lot in common. she fucked on the first date, maybe after a few encouraging beers, and we had sex and drank and had more sex, until i was really really fucking drunk. we went to sleep in her bed that night, and i was so drunk that getting up in the middle of the night too pee was too much of a challenge, so i drunkenly wet her bed. we could have been awesome together, but i never saw her again..
WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO JOIN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY? "i think there's only.. so much a person can take. you get sick of.. you get sick of everything? there's a point where you just go numb, and i got that and.. i was alone, i was living on the floor of my girlfriend's apartment, i was snorting coke for breakfast, shooting heroin for lunch and skipping dinner in case i got fat, i forgot the name of my parents, i was angry, i was sad, i wanted to give up. i wanted to die.. as.. as i got older, i decided, fuck it. i want to save lives. i want to be the only thing that keeps these kids going, i wanted to stop people using drugs to cope, stop them from living off of dirty floors and i just.. i just want to help, i didn't have a friend, i didn't have parents who would hold my hand and watch my soccer matches, nobody loved me.. i want to let kids know.. that.. they're not alone, they're never alone. i want to be there for every kid who needs a friend, music speaks, music makes the pain bearable. that is why i do this."
FAVORITE CHILDHOOD TOY AND WHY? i had like a little toy car, i mean all my toy cars were AMAZING. i had like.. a little hummer H1, and i would take it everywhere with me. i remember driving it up my leg when my little sister was born, racing it down the hallway when we moved into our first proper home, hugging the two inch metal truck after my kindergarten girlfriend broke up with my for some douche who brought a pack of six oreos in his lunch (i only had 4..), it was even sat in my pocket at my sister's funeral. it's been with me through a lot and to say CHILDHOOD toy doesn't really suit. it's one of my favourite posessions, that hummer. maybe one day i'll get a life-size one.. that would be awesome.
DO YOU ABIDE BY THE RULES OR BREAK THEM? WHY? i break them. it's so much better. sticking to the rules is like colouring inside the lines- it lets other people make your decisions for you. not for me. i like to chew and swallow what i want to digest, i like to fuck up posh houses and keep the scrap yard nice and clean.. uhh just don't invite me over for dinner. i don't care, it's much easier! does your life sometimes hit rock bottom? never for me, i'm above and up with the fucking clouds, bro. do you ache? not me, i'm numb all over. does your girlfriend hate your small dick and your kids can't wait to spit on your grave? no, no no. i don't feel a thing, i'm like fucking.. god. amen, i'm so so fixed, drugs used to fix me, but now i fix myself and i'm not shattering for anyone or anything.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY? i was.. twelve years old. it was kinda dumb but.. i wet the bed. yeah, haha i wet the bed at twelve hilarious, yep. so i'd wet the bed, but i didn't wanna wake my dad up. i got so upset about the whole ordeal i actually started crying, like fucking sobbing, 'coz i'd wet the bed and i was scared people would find out or whatever, so my fucking elephant crying woke up my little sister who then came in and made me a bed out of pillows and coats, and this kid is fucking eight man.. but she made me this bed, and she gave me one of her toys, no wait her.. her favourite teddy bear, right? not scared i'd fucking piss on it or anything, and the next morning she told my dad it was her, and all of my friends that it was her, she told all of mine and her friends that she wet the bed and.. and that's it, just that little action. how nice is that? i mean, how cute? right? that's my sister, she's amazing. was amazing.. i miss her a lot.
your top ten favourite songs
dumpweed - blink-182
monkey wrench - foo fighters.
about falling - say anything.
aeroplane - red hot chili peppers.
buddy holly - weezer.
polly - nirvana.
suicide blonde - jack's mannequin.
nancy boy - placebo.
life after lisa - bowling for soup.
rape me - nirvana.
what's the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to you? um.. oh! once i had like, the world's biggest crush on this girl.. she was gorgeous - blue eyes, long blonde hair, champion grin, long long eyelashes.. beautiful, anyway, it took me ages and ages and ages to gather the balls to ask her out on a date, i didn't really know her that well at all.. but she said yes anyway! i took her out for a meal and it was fucking awesome, she wasn't just gorgeous - she was brainy, cute, we had a lot in common. she fucked on the first date, maybe after a few encouraging beers, and we had sex and drank and had more sex, until i was really really fucking drunk. we went to sleep in her bed that night, and i was so drunk that getting up in the middle of the night too pee was too much of a challenge, so i drunkenly wet her bed. we could have been awesome together, but i never saw her again..
WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO JOIN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY? "i think there's only.. so much a person can take. you get sick of.. you get sick of everything? there's a point where you just go numb, and i got that and.. i was alone, i was living on the floor of my girlfriend's apartment, i was snorting coke for breakfast, shooting heroin for lunch and skipping dinner in case i got fat, i forgot the name of my parents, i was angry, i was sad, i wanted to give up. i wanted to die.. as.. as i got older, i decided, fuck it. i want to save lives. i want to be the only thing that keeps these kids going, i wanted to stop people using drugs to cope, stop them from living off of dirty floors and i just.. i just want to help, i didn't have a friend, i didn't have parents who would hold my hand and watch my soccer matches, nobody loved me.. i want to let kids know.. that.. they're not alone, they're never alone. i want to be there for every kid who needs a friend, music speaks, music makes the pain bearable. that is why i do this."
FAVORITE CHILDHOOD TOY AND WHY? i had like a little toy car, i mean all my toy cars were AMAZING. i had like.. a little hummer H1, and i would take it everywhere with me. i remember driving it up my leg when my little sister was born, racing it down the hallway when we moved into our first proper home, hugging the two inch metal truck after my kindergarten girlfriend broke up with my for some douche who brought a pack of six oreos in his lunch (i only had 4..), it was even sat in my pocket at my sister's funeral. it's been with me through a lot and to say CHILDHOOD toy doesn't really suit. it's one of my favourite posessions, that hummer. maybe one day i'll get a life-size one.. that would be awesome.
DO YOU ABIDE BY THE RULES OR BREAK THEM? WHY? i break them. it's so much better. sticking to the rules is like colouring inside the lines- it lets other people make your decisions for you. not for me. i like to chew and swallow what i want to digest, i like to fuck up posh houses and keep the scrap yard nice and clean.. uhh just don't invite me over for dinner. i don't care, it's much easier! does your life sometimes hit rock bottom? never for me, i'm above and up with the fucking clouds, bro. do you ache? not me, i'm numb all over. does your girlfriend hate your small dick and your kids can't wait to spit on your grave? no, no no. i don't feel a thing, i'm like fucking.. god. amen, i'm so so fixed, drugs used to fix me, but now i fix myself and i'm not shattering for anyone or anything.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY? i was.. twelve years old. it was kinda dumb but.. i wet the bed. yeah, haha i wet the bed at twelve hilarious, yep. so i'd wet the bed, but i didn't wanna wake my dad up. i got so upset about the whole ordeal i actually started crying, like fucking sobbing, 'coz i'd wet the bed and i was scared people would find out or whatever, so my fucking elephant crying woke up my little sister who then came in and made me a bed out of pillows and coats, and this kid is fucking eight man.. but she made me this bed, and she gave me one of her toys, no wait her.. her favourite teddy bear, right? not scared i'd fucking piss on it or anything, and the next morning she told my dad it was her, and all of my friends that it was her, she told all of mine and her friends that she wet the bed and.. and that's it, just that little action. how nice is that? i mean, how cute? right? that's my sister, she's amazing. was amazing.. i miss her a lot.
TECHNICAL STUFF
FACE CLAIM
[b]alex gaskarth[/b] - bowie axl james
ELECTRONIC CLAIM
[color=2554C7][b]JAMES, BOWIE AXL[/b]
online username: [i]bowieee[/i]
[b]392-558-4996[/b]
bowiee@goshdarn.com
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PASSWORD
eiwob
OOC/ALIAS
tani
other characters
nonee<3
[b]alex gaskarth[/b] - bowie axl james
ELECTRONIC CLAIM
[color=2554C7][b]JAMES, BOWIE AXL[/b]
online username: [i]bowieee[/i]
[b]392-558-4996[/b]
bowiee@goshdarn.com
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PASSWORD
eiwob
OOC/ALIAS
tani
other characters
nonee<3
